Words unsaid

"One eye open. One still in a dream."

Lust III

“Everything you do,
is sexy.
Even the way
you touch my hand.
You have no idea.”

You have no idea,
the effect of your smile
on my sanity.

Lust II

Wohoa, his face read.
His mouth, a big O
eyes crinkling on the sides
dimples showing,
“You blew me away.
“Ecstasy is what I’m on.”

Lust

Have you had ecstasy,
he asked.
No.
“Because that is what
you made me feel.”

A prayer

I fucking miss you.
I fucking miss you.
I fucking miss you,  baby.
I’ll stop calling if I’m messing with your head,
You have to move on with life.
I fucking miss you.

Your words are a prayer
reverberating with each beat
within the walls of my heart.

I love you.
I love you soooooo much.

-as did I-

Lies.

“A real man,
Won’t make you cry”,
you read this,
and you agree.
But you make me cry anyway.

Confession

Your voice no longer excite me
the same way it did months ago.
But your face,
and the crinkles
makes me want to
wrap my arms around you;
and love you,
once again.

Memories

These fucking memories are haunting me,
you say.
It’s 1.30a.m.
and I’m groggy with sleep. 
But your words awaken
a sense of longing so strong, 
It pulls me out of my dreams
and pushes me into another.
 
It haunts me,
for the rest of the night
And will trail me,
for the rest of my life.

Sleep.

Where do you sleep
on a bed,
where there is no space
for you?

Pfft.

Sometimes I wonder if he loves at all.
Or is it just easy convenience,
Turned inconvenient.

Sorry bro, didn’t get the memo.

Distance

The distance keeps growing
Between the sheets.

It could only mean one thing.

Lies.

Never right.
Never good enough.
Always falling short.

And I thought this would be easy.
Bestfriend and all.

The world lied.

Ride.

Our love is a see-saw ride.
Careful,
You might not be able to lift it off ground.

One side is heavier than the other.

Love.

The quietness in the room
Draws pins across my skin
Thin line of nothingness
And a oozing layer of worthlessness.

That’s what you make me feel.

Silence

Silence -
Beautiful in the morning.
Hateful in the night.

Easy happiness

The flashing smile
and crinkling eyes -
are my most favorite things.

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